TOMA. TALKED. ABOUT. SEX. *speechless*!!!

konbanwa!
kate desu.

UWA!!
this is the result of the # of visits i got yesterday:
Total since 8 Oct 2007: 74,052.
Previous 24hrs: 313.

313!!! that's a new record! about 3 times as usual!!
wow. this is the power of sexy toma, right?? xD

just some comments, before i get to the topic of this post, sumimasen!

i think this is my fav pic (though i really like all of them so much!!). i took this pic of toma and used it for my cellphone wallpaper last night. in the middle of the night, i woke up and i wanted to see what time it was, so i flipped open my phone and there was toma, looking~ at me...in that way~!!!! needless to say, it took me a while to get back to sleep after that!! goodness, i got so hot, thinking about him. (>////<)

me and neesan were gushing about toma's an an pics late last night....1 of us said that that white sheet is so lucky~. no, not the one covering him...the one he's lying on in the pic where he's naked and his eyes are closed. *BLUSH*!!! can't believe we talked about that. ah, it's fun talking about sexy toma...xD

awww. toma only wrote this about an an: 'Yeah tomorrow anan... me naked... please buy. Bye' thx to careline! LOL! awww. HE MUST BE SO EMBARASSED. it's so cute and toma-like, that this is all he had to say about this. ~_~ I BOUGHT IT TOMA!! i was surprised they already had it at sanseido!! it only went on sale in japan on april 14!

oh...i was too distracted and not thinking straight before.... but forgot to say, all the pics are really beautifully taken!! toma looks perfect in all of them!! really glad that toma's pics don't look that ero and not too too revealing. ~_~ i was really dreading him being in an an cuz of this...but the results are really AWESOME and HOT and everything...^o^

and...some of you were saying how he's really a grown up now... hai! well, i already felt that he's definitely grown up and showing another side of him, when i saw that ningen kiss and the trailers and everything...toma's definitely matured a lot after being in ningen, right? i am kinda intimidated, but i like this sexy side of him.... (i'm still nervous about watching ningen cuz of those sexy scenes...!!) he's not that innocent.... though i really see toma as being boyishly cute and childish most of the time. haha. but of course, he's so hot and sexy too. even without trying. but when he tries!! watch out!! LOL.

umm...i wasn't very specific about my reaction when i first saw toma's pics....well, i'll just tell u real quick...

1-i thought: I KNEW IT!! i knew he'd do a sexy an an photo shoot this yr!
2-clicked on the link. wow. toma's half-naked....!
3-i was feeling sad, missing being with toma in my fanfic world...i heard a sad song, i think, right then...and i started crying a little. i was sad but i was really happy for toma. he's getting so popular, he can be in AnAn!! really proud of him... but i didn't really want to see him this way...too sexy!! tried to calm down...
4-looked at the pics again.....then it sank in....HALF-NAKED TOMA!!! *blush*!!! wants!! xD


[i wrote so much, i felt like this should be a new post altogether, but ignore this if u already read this in my comment f/the post below. it's almost~ exactly the same. haha.]

TOMA.
TALKED.
ABOUT.
SEX.

oh my god.....!!!

(i couldn't stop thinking about him last night when i went to bed....goodness....he's too hot. and then in the middle of the night. and then this morning.... *blush*!!!)

NANDE!!! everyday, it's more shocking news. this time, it's that toma talked about sex during the interview. OMG...even though i thought he would, but i thought, like just in general. NOT SO SPECIFICALLY!!!

(i actually dreamt about reading a translation for the interview last night. and that toma was talking about sex. that's all i remember. of course, i was upset/shocked, too!!)

READ THIS NEWS.
http://community.livejournal.com/japan_now/602827.html

"he will be delving into discussions on his own outlook of sex." and in a comment there, ecyojn said her friend translated 1 line f/the interview, and it said that Toma likes "a woman's voice during sex".....

omg!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

NANDE.....??

BUT.....

he's a gorgeous 25 yr old man. such a popular idol, too. i'm sure he's had many girlf's, i'm sure he's had sex... (and i kinda already had to consider this when i wrote my fanfic). but....still...i can't help feeling a little crushed, my hope that toma is still a virgin...

but...even so...i wouldn't think toma would talk about something so personal....!! EHHHH.....

(actually, it's good that i read some yaoi fanfics where toma's...doing it....be4 this an an photo shoot was released....so i've already been thinking of him as a seductive, sensual person....now when i read this....it's not as big a shock to me. haha. hai....)

ehhhhh...but i've been already mentally preparing myself for this ever since yesterday, that toma would talk about sex, so...... a woman's voice during sex....omg. like...quiet and soft or gasping and breathless....?? the thought of toma...doing it...makes me hot though.... (>////<)
goodness...but whoever he's been with!!!! i hate them. HATE!!!! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! (>_<) i know it's none of my business who he's been with, but i think most of his fans would feel upset about this and....

like i said, after my fanfic, part of me feels like he's boyf, so i'm really jealous/mad right now!!!!! (>___<) BUT then again, in my fantasy world, i AM his secret girlf right now, so i guess i should not be upset, since i'm the only girl he's gonna be doing THAT~ with from now...LOL. *delusional* thinking of this cheered me up, though!! ahahahahahahahahaha!!! :D well....it doesn't matter really, it's not like i'll ever meet toma....as long as i can be with him in my fantasies, that's all that matters. lol. now i'll just make a note of this info and work it into my next fantasy. xD *shameless*!!

but...now i'm curious about what else he said in that interview. *blush*!!! even though he's talking about sex....i have a feeling, since it's toma....he won't talk about anything too dirty. and actually....it's kinda sweet that he would say he likes how her voice sounds while they're..... (>/////<)

BUT!!!

I DUNNO IF THE TRANSLATION IS CORRECT, SO THERE'S STILL A CHANCE.... I DUNNO...I SHOULD WAIT TILL THE OFFICIAL TRANSLATION....but really...i'm pretty sure toma's not a virgin neeeee....and that's fine...it's to be expected...*sigh*